Maintainance is a drag…a drag i can’t afford to race…so from now on,instead of maintaining 462 blogs and so on, I’ll be only updating my Live-journal. For more arbitrary info, visit:-
Back to the future…roulet anyone?
“Uncertainty”, asimple 12 letter word that, well, perhaps means nothing when used in singular formation. But when we call upon ourselves and try to decipher the “Uncertainty of the future”, it becomes evident that, “Uncertainty” nonetheless is one of the toughest conjectures in this material world. So, why am i suddenly taking the tone of Virgil and his philosophical bull crap? Hmm,maybe because I’m intrigued by this certain “Uncertainty-hypothesis” What does the future hold? Something jubilant? Something worth measuring in aquas salts secreted from our eye-glands? Who says that “The past is mesmerizing”? Who says “The present dictates in decision making” ? To me its the FUTURE that’s the cause of concern…if there was only someway to know what horrors the forthcoming days hold? If there was some magical power/powder to foresee the unknown/soon-2-b-known future…if such an instance persisted, I’d be a happy/unhappy man, unconcerned if my exam results will come out good/bad, if i can/can’t get admitted in the institution i strive for. (more…)
Nonchalent me….the end or the beginning of pangs?
Hmmm…so, there isn’t much i’ve been upto…except that i’ve to read bunch of craps every moment on. I didn’t know university admission coaching can cause such frustration as well. I though, after my HSC exam, there was gonna be an ease in efforts of mine to survive in this competitive world…but no there had to be intrigue from Allah. Indeed the “All merciful” works in his own ways , his humour has subtlety that can sometimes be interpreted as a deceitful (a tauba on this!) occurance. No wonder bard-dudes (bard isn’t a spelling mistake, it means POETS) ”
(more…)“Liberty is a different kind of pain from prison”
—– T. S Elliot
Ελευθερία ….μοναξιά σωτηρίας…… επιτέλους….*** yeah..
Incase you ppl are wondering “what is that infernal Greek incantation?”…well it means “Freedom….salvation…solitude…at last…fuck yeah”,and many probably know as to why I’m felling so jubilant today,many might not know as well,the thing is today, after lets see 2 months + 7 days of labor pain (i’m mentioning this especial sort of pain because its notorious for being the most excruciating of all), my exams are finally over,finished,gone,gotten-rid of,vamoosed,**** with,dealt with,decreed upon,blah..blah..blah..(can’t/don’t wanna stop blah-ing),so today there won’t be much stuff,but only some of the last photo-session of pangs with a mixture of slacking with friends in Bashundhora city…..”So, how do you feel today?” asks a self-inflicted interviewer deep within my conscience….i reply in a sarcastic tone “How should it be ?? Let me explain a few pointers as to why this has got to be a day worth reckoning in paladium…so here goes:-
I had to do these blog enhancement….like adding mood (unky mood’s gone),currently reading etcertra fields in this wordpress blog of mine. Have the phreaking(intentional spelling mistake) physics-2nd ppr exam tomorrow….G’ know whats gonna happen
. This years HSC exam is the longest-lasting exam in bangladesh’s 36yrs history(courtesy Daily-star and our own conscience)….and it had to happen with our 2003-04 session. I HATE EVERYTHING SO MUCH NOW…..everything seems so bitter…. H.S.C candidates might as well start mass-harikiri. Its just too much info in our cerebral-hemisphere has almost made our skull-pop like the guy on the right.
Today..no more pissed of dialogue. Instead i’m gonna post these awesome links to some of the sites that have intrigued me for the last couple of days. Thanks to great service from Furl and Google i was able to find and organize these fine links. If interested check out all these awesome sites.
The Pi page: A page where some loony mathematician has put the value of Pi to 10,000 decimal places. Call about being bored heee hee…. ^_^
Blogskins:
If you are into blogging too much…and need some refreshment to spice up your blog then this is the place to do it. It has tons and literally thousands of CSS codes which you can just copy paste to your blogger/xanga/CSS webblogs and “voila” let the memorisation begin. Just check out how this change my proto-type boring Blogger blog template over HERE
“To be or not to be”..that is not the question Foo
So, today was like my physics+chemistry+bio lab-practice session in NDC. As usually, the same yawning up at 6 in the morning. Then going to the bathroom, freaking out at my own reflection and then subsiding into lethargy again. My work is done here in the house , the money bag is in my pocket with lotsa changes but very few big-bucks , my crappy Sagem MY-3020 has about 27% electrons left to spare in its Li-ion cell…i stuff my college-bag with the dissection box (kinds like jack the ripper…have lotsa nasty slashing to do on bufo mealnostictus:house-toads and periplaneta americana:roaches) , my physics lab book , the chemistry lecture sheet , some pens , the geometry box , the casio 911 w calc this that and blah blah blah!!…and then I’m off to the battleground…in my shining leather armor…much like medieval knights…riding off to rescue the fair maiden…except we dont have such motivations yet..still we strive for a future with a good job and the power of the trinity which offcourse in our case are “nari/noro:bari:& gari(translation=frau/herr:a house: and a car to jam in)”
So here’s what happened…( writing stuff in points/bullets have become habitual for me…its just when , lets say YOU HAVE JUST FINISHED WRITING THOUSANDS OF PAGES OF BULL CRAP POINTERS ON PHYSICS , CHEMISTRY & MATH; this indeed becomes sort of a “type-o” of your subconscious) :- (more…)
A Duck affair and the world year of physics.
So i had this duck once way back into the 90’s. I loved it so much. Then one day it was killed by a “Shial” or “Jakle” (which has itselt become an almost-extinct species). After that the ducks i’ve seen were only in my dining table.Those simple days were so mesmerising. Thats why i’ve named this cyber-duck “chor” or “thief” cuz it stole away one of my most precious,one of my most cherished memories in my life.
PS:Feed it by clicking the “more” button and then feeding em the bread. You can also poke the duck by clicking on it and see what happens
^–^
Eh, i almost forgot about todays dedication…. (more…)
Exponential degrees of me…where pi is a variable
I suddenly felt so happy after watching Kung-fu hustle today. That movie was “a-OK”- in an infinite magnitude….today i also got my digi-cam charger fixed. Cant wait to post another item in the blog. But this time i’d a bit
outta the ordinary and post pics about a self-arranged photo-session that i went through today. Nothing special…just some “degrees of me in a dirty-old-house-worn half-pant” and my “soviet” t-shirt from Bongo…oh and also what i ate at dinner today…ammu went crazy and was all like “cooking everything she found on the fridge”…as usually “nishat’ and “sonnapu” called from polar-opposite-parts of the world and asked ” Amma ajke dufure (we call that noon) ki banaiso?” and she was all like “This that ..blah..blah..how’s your cooking these days…are you running a fever etc..blah..blah..and more blah”. So today’s dedication is so the “Maestro” himself…here goes nothing
Im felling so
today….i feel like crying booh..hooh…and drowning in my own salt-less-sorrows(which by now, have probably turned into azotropic mixture of chromium-my fav element and led due to the pollution phenomenon in BD) my theory exam ended today…the last one to go was Bangla-2nd paper. this is a subject that has traumatized HSC examinees because its the most *** subject in which getting 80+ marks is tough as
climbing “islets-of-Mount Olympus“.So the daunting task that took me from dask-2-dawn has & “theoretically” ended…although my practical exams remain…in BD we use the most sophisticated peptide-made protective gears in chem labs…that is our “HANDS” benzoic acid? (phooh..)….carbonile chloride…(yeah right), phenol/carbolic acid (bring it on sucker) , 4,4 di-chloro-di-phenyl-tri chloro-methane ethane or DDT (kiddies stuff) all are handled by out beloved yet sturdy, naughty yet valiant digits. Hope nothing happens to them this time..like nothing has happened to them before. (more…)
Problems with secretory-glands
I dont know about anyone else..but some times your own human-characteristics can be a such pain in the ass. I mean look at me for instance…i sweat like a pig sometimes…yeah sure “Not everyone’s the same” blah..blah..blah..but i hate these drops of pure sodium-chloride and urea. I can off course wear a sweat-shirt (like the one on the right, nah its orange..and orange is gay man) , although i dont know what they are for…and worse i dont have one…and mostly such woolly stuff are worn in winter or something…so i’d probably become a medium-rare turkey inside them.




