The judgement day is here…the final exam that we prepared for two years is here at our doorstep counting the clock backward. Phobia sets in , fear grins its evil smile…..still hope and light hangs like a dim-dead-dodo.Only the future shall delineate what it holds for me in the secrecy of its womb.

Will it be pleasant or will it be full of pangs ? I’ve increased the regularity of my prayers and the decency of my behaviour these days..hoping to find solitude from the Great Entity (thats allah himself) when despair surrounds me (it isnt like I’m not religious all year round, i really like God…whether E=mc² or gamma-ray blasts try to prove such beliefs futile or not)….pray mother-earth , pray for this hideous offspring of yours… …because no-one’s prayer is innocent any more(maybe everyone’s mom’s are)………..Till then i’ll say a self-inspiring,thought provoking,possible hot-gaseous speech:-
I shall fear no flesh,
I shall fear no dark,
Nor shall i fear any emotion,
Because of the journey i’ve embarked…
Thou(o’god) shall remain by my side,
Together we shall finish this treacherous ride…
Let those reminisce of fear in my mind..
Vaporize or turn into the beauty of a vine…
Rearrange my thoughts o’ lord o’ mercy…
And thy shall be victorious among all controversy’
lastly….a queto from Saving Pvt Ryan, by Pvt jackson(the hyepr-cool sniper)
“O’ my god i trust in thee
let not any fear triumph over me..”
-thank you
[ps: that pic is just to resemble fear being screwed upon, inspiring eh?]



i just took a big test and im going to take one next month. and im getting those phobias that i wont pass. well good luck with ur phobia
Comment by ishrat — May 9, 2005 @ 8:47am
Hey thanks for that really(!) inspiring petition…LOL…i plan on doing so much after the exam…but why does everytime every exam finishes i find nothing interesting?well this time im gonna buy some 45tk DVD’s pf Futurama and feast my intellectual humor over em…until the exam finishes offcourse.
Comment by Administrator — May 9, 2005 @ 4:53pm
do something fun after ur done with ur exams. like long drive. go places with friends or just hang out.
Comment by ishrat — May 9, 2005 @ 10:23pm
kkkkkkk…
that aint easy madmoseil..its because neither me not my dad or my friends own a lamborghini diablo..so ‘long drive’ thats like walking in the clouds with Claudia Shiffer or something….and after the exam all those who sat for it will jump onto another roller coaster ride of “University Admission Coaching”..its not like we friends wont hang out and have fun…but oh well what the heck..future shall tell what way the delectations come and go…
PS:Watching futurama aint that bad..and if its southpark then its even better…i love em both(after i discovered them for like 3 monthes or so)
Comment by Administrator — May 10, 2005 @ 12:34am
i like the simsons!
Comment by ishrat — May 10, 2005 @ 4:37pm