• Churning on: Sesh bikaler meye-johir raihan(dude, be dead...cuz your country is so....khek khek)
  • Moodies: neigh

future?“Uncertainty”, asimple 12 letter word that, well, perhaps means nothing when used in singular formation. But when we call upon ourselves and try to decipher the “Uncertainty of the future”, it becomes evident that, “Uncertainty” nonetheless is one of the toughest conjectures in this material world. So, why am i suddenly taking the tone of Virgil and his philosophical bull crap? Hmm,maybe because I’m intrigued by this certain “Uncertainty-hypothesis” What does the future hold? Something jubilant? Something worth measuring in aquas salts secreted from our eye-glands? Who says that “The past is mesmerizing”? Who says “The present dictates in decision making” ? To me its the FUTURE that’s the cause of concern…if there was only someway to know what horrors the forthcoming days hold? If there was some magical power/powder to foresee the unknown/soon-2-b-known future…if such an instance persisted, I’d be a happy/unhappy man, unconcerned if my exam results will come out good/bad, if i can/can’t get admitted in the institution i strive for.

On the otherhand, knowing the future can and will cause symptoms of schizophrenia..Why? Because according to simple arithmatical logic, what has not happened can and may be altered, there is always a possibility. But when a person foresees the future, he becomes contempt of the thirst of living…thereby he forgets Murphy’s law:-

“Everything that can go wrong will go wrong

After having a vision of the near-future, a person will go into a
psychological seizure, a hemispheric dillema will be created inside
his/her gray matter, an argument between the hemispheres will break out
concerning the possibility of an instance either happening or not
happening in the future…..still,despite of all these risks, I dearly
wish that I was somehow able to get a glimpse of what is to come. How
will death embrace my feeble exo-skeleton, how/when my loved ones will
die and most important of all (judging by the fact that I personally
think I’m an extremely selfish male-simian,mostly concerned about my
own future) will i ever become successful in my life? Or will I have to
live the life of a destitute, not economically but morally maned,
depending fruitlessly on others, retarded non through my figure but
through my self-esteem…..eh, slurpppp….only if i had known!!!!!!!

PS:Plese don’t give me any nerdy suggestion of creating an “Einstein’s
vessel” that will enable me to travel in lightspeed and thereby allow
me to jump (not travel,cuz you won’t be able to return) into the
future. Beside that would mathematically make my mass “infinity”, and
I’m already worried about my weight that has started to tilt toward
“OVERWEIGHT” in the BMI meter. I don’t want no static mass added
because I’m quite busy deducting it. Why? Because i have, in my family:-

  • Heart disease
  • High Blood-pressure
  • Diabetes
  • Cancer
  • High-cholesterol
  • Who knows what other heriditically trigerred diseases.

and, according to studies by “Some-wise-guy”, obesity (i ain’t obese, i’m just big boned) works like a “+ve” catalyst in trigerring those diseases/disorders and I am so afraid of death. Azrayel, aibar agey ami hear-fail kormu…(hmm, ami to jantam ajrayel morar por amrar body loibar aibo…taile eita kimun kotha? hmm I hate self-conflicting arguments and logics)