Life or something like that….

Beginning of anarchySeptember 23, 2005 1:40am

Maintainance is a drag…a drag i can’t afford to race…so from now on,instead of maintaining 462 blogs and so on, I’ll be only updating my Live-journal. For more arbitrary info, visit:-

Observing ambience:Live-journal eshytyle

Beginning of anarchyAugust 7, 2005 10:59pm

busy Hmmm…so, there isn’t much i’ve been upto…except that i’ve to read bunch of craps every moment on. I didn’t know university admission coaching can cause such frustration as well. I though, after my HSC exam, there was gonna be an ease in efforts of mine to survive in this competitive world…but no there had to be intrigue from Allah. Indeed the “All merciful” works in his own ways , his humour has subtlety that can sometimes be interpreted as a deceitful (a tauba on this!) occurance. No wonder bard-dudes (bard isn’t a spelling mistake, it means POETS) ”

“Liberty is a different kind of pain from prison”
—– T. S Elliot

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Beginning of anarchyJuly 19, 2005 8:37pm

Dead-DudeIncase you ppl are wondering “what is that infernal Greek incantation?”…well it means “Freedom….salvation…solitude…at last…fuck yeah”,and many probably know as to why I’m felling so jubilant today,many might not know as well,the thing is today, after lets see 2 months + 7 days of labor pain (i’m mentioning this especial sort of pain because its notorious for being the most excruciating of all), my exams are finally over,finished,gone,gotten-rid of,vamoosed,**** with,dealt with,decreed upon,blah..blah..blah..(can’t/don’t wanna stop blah-ing),so today there won’t be much stuff,but only some of the last photo-session of pangs with a mixture of slacking with friends in Bashundhora city…..”So, how do you feel today?” asks a self-inflicted interviewer deep within my conscience….i reply in a sarcastic tone “How should it be ?? Let me explain a few pointers as to why this has got to be a day worth reckoning in paladium…so here goes:-

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Beginning of anarchyJuly 4, 2005 12:08am

Brain-pop I had to do these blog enhancement….like adding mood (unky mood’s gone),currently reading etcertra fields in this wordpress blog of mine. Have the phreaking(intentional spelling mistake) physics-2nd ppr exam tomorrow….G’ know whats gonna happen :-( . This years HSC exam is the longest-lasting exam in bangladesh’s 36yrs history(courtesy Daily-star and our own conscience)….and it had to happen with our 2003-04 session. I HATE EVERYTHING SO MUCH NOW…..everything seems so bitter…. H.S.C candidates might as well start mass-harikiri. Its just too much info in our cerebral-hemisphere has almost made our skull-pop like the guy on the right.

Beginning of anarchyJune 25, 2005 1:18am

I suddenly felt so happy after watching Kung-fu hustle today. That movie was “a-OK”- in an infinite magnitude….today i also got my digi-cam charger fixed. Cant wait to post another item in the blog. But this time i’d a bit happyoutta the ordinary and post pics about a self-arranged photo-session that i went through today. Nothing special…just some “degrees of me in a dirty-old-house-worn half-pant” and my “soviet” t-shirt from Bongo…oh and also what i ate at dinner today…ammu went crazy and was all like “cooking everything she found on the fridge”…as usually “nishat’ and “sonnapu” called from polar-opposite-parts of the world and asked ” Amma ajke dufure (we call that noon) ki banaiso?” and she was all like “This that ..blah..blah..how’s your cooking these days…are you running a fever etc..blah..blah..and more blah”. So today’s dedication is so the “Maestro” himself…here goes nothing

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Beginning of anarchyJune 23, 2005 6:22pm

Im felling so The current mood of rodentruskel at www.imood.com today….i feel like crying booh..hooh…and drowning in my own salt-less-sorrows(which by now, have probably turned into azotropic mixture of chromium-my fav element and led due to the pollution phenomenon in BD) my theory exam ended today…the last one to go was Bangla-2nd paper. this is a subject that has traumatized HSC examinees because its the most *** subject in which getting 80+ marks is tough ascrying climbing “islets-of-Mount Olympus“.So the daunting task that took me from dask-2-dawn has & “theoretically” ended…although my practical exams remain…in BD we use the most sophisticated peptide-made protective gears in chem labs…that is our “HANDS” benzoic acid? (phooh..)….carbonile chloride…(yeah right), phenol/carbolic acid (bring it on sucker) , 4,4 di-chloro-di-phenyl-tri chloro-methane ethane or DDT (kiddies stuff) all are handled by out beloved yet sturdy, naughty yet valiant digits. Hope nothing happens to them this time..like nothing has happened to them before. (more…)

Beginning of anarchyJune 8, 2005 3:38am

Its past 3 at night. There’s probably no one alive in about 10 mile radius. Even the critters have stopped their eerie sound outside. So why is this exhausted soul still up?raat Why hasn’t he taken a dive into the abyss of Dream-world? Its cuz he had to finish Inverse trigonometry. No problem though cuz i kinda like math…..but i had to stop my other half of the mind from watching “Bad-boys” as well… i kinda like hip-hop movies that contain lotsa black characters with witty dialogues and where the word F*@#K seem to increase in an exponential rate..but this time mind over matter had to persist Tomorrow its tango time with the rest of the trig…+ parabola/hyperbola/circle er “koch-kochani”. (more…)

Beginning of anarchyMay 28, 2005 9:20pm

Who says-Its hard to die when you want to? Not in Bangladesh it aint.You just pay a visit over here, venture here and their without an A.C car and a gargentual bank ballance, become a bit drowsey, try crossing the road or doing something creative and “VoIlA” your wish has been granted…you are now officially DEAD. Why today a gal from Dhaka University while visiting her sick brother tried to embrace the polypeptide under the tire of a Bus. Not much of a problem though…its just that she’s dead…50 or more DU students were wounded….the police broke the wall of the Public Library deliberately….and .we are probably gonna face another hartal and all hail will break loose again. Well what happened today?? Hmm lets see:-

  • Today was my zoology exam…and it was good…but the problem is we were forced to take detours after detours because the students and the police were battling it out like neonethical men from the prehistoric era(with live sticks and stones…amazing!! Nah..its BD man are you on weeds or something?)
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    Beginning of anarchyMay 14, 2005 6:37pm

    Main Entry: 2rape
    Function: transitive verb
    Inflected Form(s): raped; rap·ing
    Etymology: Middle English, from Latin rapere
    1 a archaic : to seize and take away by force b : DESPOIL
    2 : to commit rape on
    - rap·er noun
    - rap·ist /’rA-pist/ noun

    This is what Mariam & Webster says…big deal..do they even know that even life-less beings can be raped intentionally as well? Check out the road..it used to be a mellow,virgin,pitch covered pathway for many days….but not any

    Raped

    more….the lust of local authority has finally snatched what was cherished with such care for so many years (more…)

    Beginning of anarchyMay 5, 2005 2:42pm

    Last night i had a dream….a dream where those memoirs of the past started swirling in a never ending vortex. My subconscious presumed the worst from my previous experience in watching Discovery channel..”Was I dying?”…but it seemed so heavenly..how can death be so much gleeful? Those great moments of my life that i’d not even trade for the flying Dutchman’s ship were passing by…those happy hours beside the bank of river brahmaputra,back when there were no statics-dynamics, no trig or carshoff’s law…my cycling hours with my friends..the green Meadows with tiny brick roads in B.A.U

    Dream-tree

    where we thrived..and our only companions were the warmth of the wind,the (more…)

    Beginning of anarchyMay 2, 2005 7:20pm

    It was 3:48 am… i was awake reading how money is a great thing in one comprehension and how it spoiled your axons and dendrites in another (thats how unseen English comprehensions are here in BD)…suddenly this humongous wind started blowing and the next thing you know all hell was breaking loose outside….thats when i took the pic with my canon-A60. i dunno how this lightning was captured cuz this is just a camera for armatures, not some hyper-speed Minolta that catches even tomahawk missile entrails.

    light

    I’ve always liked lightnings…..5000volts of energy piercing through dead of night striking furiously at the ground (or maybe someone’s head)…the sheer rage, aggression, dynamics and the swirly figure…. i wish today’s youth(including me) could have been so…metaphorically speaking off-course.Still if there was a lightning like figure wish such mesmerising characteristics…if there was only one..(SIGH!) unfortunately none has appeared…none will if the condition remains stagnant in our country…too much AATLAMI? well might be…keeekkee..

    Beginning of anarchyApril 24, 2005 7:33pm

    So, i guess the exam-mist has finally started culminating above the radius of my head….. went to Notredame College to get my Higher Secondary Exam admit today and well…returned with a sigh!! The next 2 mothes would be simply invigorating(!)…running from traffic signal to signal…waiting in jams…relentless dictation from the exam hall monitor..that little bit of talking between exams…. man i hate such frustations. (more…)

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