Life or something like that….

• Churning on: Sesh bikaler meye-johir raihan(dude, be dead...cuz your country is so....khek khek)
• Moodies: neigh

“Uncertainty”, asimple 12 letter word that, well, perhaps means nothing when used in singular formation. But when we call upon ourselves and try to decipher the “Uncertainty of the future”, it becomes evident that, “Uncertainty” nonetheless is one of the toughest conjectures in this material world. So, why am i suddenly taking the tone of Virgil and his philosophical bull crap? Hmm,maybe because I’m intrigued by this certain “Uncertainty-hypothesis” What does the future hold? Something jubilant? Something worth measuring in aquas salts secreted from our eye-glands? Who says that “The past is mesmerizing”? Who says “The present dictates in decision making” ? To me its the FUTURE that’s the cause of concern…if there was only someway to know what horrors the forthcoming days hold? If there was some magical power/powder to foresee the unknown/soon-2-b-known future…if such an instance persisted, I’d be a happy/unhappy man, unconcerned if my exam results will come out good/bad, if i can/can’t get admitted in the institution i strive for. (more…)

Today..no more pissed of dialogue. Instead i’m gonna post these awesome links to some of the sites that have intrigued me for the last couple of days. Thanks to great service from Furl and Google i was able to find and organize these fine links. If interested check out all these awesome sites.

So, today was like my physics+chemistry+bio lab-practice session in NDC. As usually, the same yawning up at 6 in the morning. Then going to the bathroom, freaking out at my own reflection and then subsiding into lethargy again. My work is done here in the house , the money bag is in my pocket with lotsa changes but very few big-bucks , my crappy Sagem MY-3020 has about 27% electrons left to spare in its Li-ion cell…i stuff my college-bag with the dissection box (kinds like jack the ripper…have lotsa nasty slashing to do on bufo mealnostictus:house-toads and periplaneta americana:roaches) , my physics lab book , the chemistry lecture sheet , some pens , the geometry box , the casio 911 w calc this that and blah blah blah!!…and then I’m off to the battleground…in my shining leather armor…much like medieval knights…riding off to rescue the fair maiden…except we dont have such motivations yet..still we strive for a future with a good job and the power of the trinity which offcourse in our case are “nari/noro:bari:& gari(translation=frau/herr:a house: and a car to jam in)”
So here’s what happened…( writing stuff in points/bullets have become habitual for me…its just when , lets say YOU HAVE JUST FINISHED WRITING THOUSANDS OF PAGES OF BULL CRAP POINTERS ON PHYSICS , CHEMISTRY & MATH; this indeed becomes sort of a “type-o” of your subconscious) :- (more…)

I dont know about anyone else..but some times your own human-characteristics can be a such pain in the ass. I mean look at me for instance…i sweat like a pig sometimes…yeah sure “Not everyone’s the same” blah..blah..blah..but i hate these drops of pure sodium-chloride and urea. I can off course wear a sweat-shirt (like the one on the right, nah its orange..and orange is gay man) , although i dont know what they are for…and worse i dont have one…and mostly such woolly stuff are worn in winter or something…so i’d probably become a medium-rare turkey inside them.

Ok..im back… again…. to brag some more. The big gap before physics have made me kinda lazy…so Im starting to “loosen” up too much. Nothing exiting happened today..except my blog reached the unwilling mark from its birth three months ago. I’ve also been experimenting with some other blogs as well .Such as Gyration 1 and Gyration 2….all of my blogs are mostly updated late in the night (after 3) when no one can here my conscience cry….Muhaa muhaa..

Well thats it…..

Oh i forgot the “Dedication”part (more…)

Hmm… i like catchy titles(though this one is an improbable condition in scientific terms)..they generate a lot of traffic and also kinda mystifies my posts.So here i’m back once again with tales of my cryptic and arduous journey of HSC.I’ve got a big brake of about 6 days upfront…thats why there’s so much lubricated-ease in my writings now. Today was math-2nd paper…i was really really…“really X -∆H/nRT=infinity” sort of afraid bout this

one…its cuz statics-dynamics is so F@*#$ing long and drab… i hate it…i hate it so much…. There is always a sort of reciprocal item in every earthly stuff though…..like d-lactic acid with l-lactid acid which cancels their reciprocal-angular movement , like good and bad books by the same writer such as Salman Rushdi’s “satanic versus” and his greater work “The Aachen affair”….and with our math 2nd paper syllabus its Calculus… Calculas is so damn cool.. (more…)

The new dawn approaches…its 5:30am , an HSC examine yawns, gets up from bed and awaits the inevitable….its Organic Chemistry exam today…. a subject that has been the nemesis of many students for years..for year many have battled against all odds to master this epic subjunction….many brave souls have been lost in the endless vortex of its enormous syllabus ….so its judgement day for the dude from dystopia, today he rode for victory knowing there’s no certainty of having one….but at the end of the day I FREAKIN WON MAN!!!! heh heh…the questions weren’t as bad as i expected…but i had to help a lot of of my good buddies around..just for the generous oratory return of “Dost bohut bohut bachaili tui ajke amare….thanks man”….lets requiem for those brain cells who died a heroic death aiding my gray-matter in successfully dealing with the following hindrances:-

And many many more…. (more…)

Yeah..the English exam today was long and drab…with a question that wasen’t so favourable..still with my (AHEM!) superior intellect i was able to pull out quite a good show…..so its score one for the A-man…still 11 more phazes of hell to counter with… i cant believe when i see some old gay/lesbian authoritative figure from the education board pose infront of the Tv camera with enough makeup to fill-up grand canyon and say stuff like:-

The exam was really easy, the question was fair, we almost peed in our pants when we saw how hard they were We could have done them in the blink of an eye..BLAH..BLAH…BLAH..we are the best…MORE BLAH….we are BAD ASS DUDES….Blah to the power ‘e’….etc

where as most of the students even the nerds who are devoid of any earthly manner were quite surprised with the question…..big deal….well things turned out pretty well in the end… lets see if the quote by someguy saying “ALL IS WELL THAT ENDS WELL” prevails or not….

- over and out

[PS: The blog was down for some server problem at blogsome…]

So i was reading Jahir Raihan’s ” Ekushey Golpo” that is in our syllabus…..after reading for sometimes i thought , ‘ This is bull crap, why should we read something that has become almost obsolete in nature.Why no one really cares about liberation or those who were slaughtered because they strived for it. Everything with a relation to the 1971 war now-a-days are just contextualized text-book items. Politicians from different parties praise the war-veterans and those victimized by the cruelty of the Paks but thats only thought provoking flamboyant speeches…no one sees liberation war veterans (well not those in political parties) driving a nice car or living in a nice house do they? Instead they beg for food ,drive begging carts, die from want of medicine , medical attention and money…Instead we have a butcher as our agriculture minister, a leading woman who pays more attention to her hair than Gwneath Paltrow and another leading woman who talks about improving education in bangladesh and sends her ‘Victorious’ son to the states to study so that the loo-air of BD cant touch him’

They say picture depict the reality and even the dead can talk through the B/W panorama of a silver-halide photo-strip…so do they?(this is an actual photograph from Rayerbajar-mass slaughter site)

Often some intriguing thoughts come to my mind:- (more…)

Can anyone guess from the title what i was reading just minutes ago ? Well i’ll tell you anyway, its the same old zoology book again; but this time a different species was brought into context , an arthropoda named Periplaneta americana. Whats the reason? Its because i’ve got a big exam coming on and the whole chapter where arthropodas crawl with their eight legs and randomly impregnate regenerate is quite ‘IMPORTANT’ this year.

So lets see what did i learn, today hmmm…..

I guess then i must be living in a country invaded lived by roaches (considering myself an arthropoda too). Otherwise,why would there be so much resemblence?except for that blood thing.

Nah, i got to draw biological figures now, more grose seamen,blood,intestines,salivary glands and impregnation processes await my illustration.

Right now after going through endless pages of my zoology book i was just sipping on my Nescafe(irony of reality, how even middle class dudes like us these days enjoy a coffee at 11:28) mug thinking “Wow that was a tough page to remember how Hydras repopulate and grow Nedoblast to sting things…..damn what does that have to do with how i grow up, or what I’ll be doing in my future?”….then i thought…hey the hydras are kinda like us Bangladeshis…. overpopulating every now and then and stinging anyone who dare to stand against our perceptions.. I mean I know it myself, there’s always a sort of feeling ” I cant be wrong”.. (more…)

Happy Earth-Day people. Well mother earth isn’t that much in solitude here in Bangladesh….she is still traumatized by pollution(DUH!!), still raped with noxious behaviours and still vandalised in an un-earthly manner, well thats what BD is….Where heaven and hell resides side by side. (more…)